Why am I procrastinate? Busy-ness? Of course. Tired? Maybe.
I think deep down it is because these forms and letters are a clear indication that things will change in a few months. The Lord has opened the doors and I am stepping through them. Ok, maybe stepping through in hesitation.
But it is time. Time to change and time to move.
The Lord is leading....
He comes where He commands us to leave. If you stayed home when God told you to go because you were so concerned about your own people there, then you actually robbed them of the teaching of Jesus Christ Himself. When you obeyed and left all the consequences to God, the Lord went into your city to teach, but as long as you were disobedient, you blocked His way. Watch where you begin to debate with Him and put what you call your duty into competition with His commands. If you say, “I know that He told me to go, but my duty is here,” it simply means that you do not believe that Jesus means what He says.
From Oswald Chamber's My Utmost to His Highest